hate that i love you so ..

LAUGHING MATTERS .

2009-08-26T13:45:50Z

Hey babes
Six months without a post, I must have set a record haha. Everythings good though, I just didn't feel like posting. And it's probably gonna last a little while longer. So what's new, Nothing really. The last post was about Paris, and it seems like a million years ago I went there. Paris was like.. Heaven. I can't explain how great it is there. The people are a little bitchy in my opinion, but the city is so, so great. My friend and I went to the Eiffeltower every evening and we just sat there, relax and just watched the beautiful city. I seriously want to go back! But now first my vacation..

I'm going to the Dominican Republic in about 3 weeks. I'm so exited! All summer long I've worked and now everyone's back at work and 4 weeks from now I'm laying on a pearl white beach with palmtrees. We're staying at the Occidential Grand Punta hotel and we have All Inclusive. So we can eat and get drinks any time we want. Including cocktails <3 Another 3 weeks.. Can't wait! Next friday I'm also going the Laughing Matters festival in Den Bosch with my friends and finnaly get to see Ruben again. Well I don't really care about him, but it's just 2 days of fun with my friends! Because we're all broke we are staying on a farm in a tent, haha. Not really my thing, but hey it will be fun for sure! That's for now lovers, but make sure you check out my new moodtheme.

HMMMPFF .

2009-02-13T22:32:03Z

Good evening lovers!
So I'm really trying my best to keep my LJ updated, witch isn't very easy haha. Soo today was been one of the most horrible days since months, I don't know what went wrong. I was depressed all day. & I work at a daycare center for children and they were so hard to handle. I just couldn't handle it anymore.. My colleague told me that I had to slow down a little bit. I work 5 days a week, from 8 till 6. & she thinks I'm just tired and that I need to look out for myself. Maybe she's right, I am pretty tired and maybe it's just too much. Working 10 hours a day with not even a small lunchbreak..

So that makes me more exited about Paris, only 2 more weeks.. A few days with no worries from work. A few days with my best friend doing nothing than shopping and making fun, relaxing and chilling. In about three weeks I have a reunion with some old school friends at first I didn't feel like it, I changed and I'm pretty sure they've changed.. So why did I decided to go? I don't know. I think I'm curious about what they've become and we were really close friends for four years. Anyways, you're gonna hear about that more, for sure. So over the past few months I've been collecting meme's but I never really feel like posting them.

MEME #01

YOUR BOY SIDE
[] you love hoodies
[x] you love jeans
[] dogs are better then cats
[x] its hilarious when people get hurt
[] shopping is torture
[] sad movies suck
[] you play XBOX 360/ PS2 / PS3/Wii
[] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[x] at some point in life you wanted to be a fire-fighter
[] you own a DS PS2 or Sega
[] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[] you watch sports on TV
[] gory movies are the shit
[] you go to your dad for advice
[] you own like a trillion baseball hats
[] you used to collect baseball collector cards
[] baggy sweat pants are comfortable to wear
[] its kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[] sports are fun
[] you talk with food in your mouth
[] you have fished at least once
TOTAL = 04/23

YOUR GIRL SIDE
[x] you love to shop
[x] you wear eyeliner
[x] you wear the color pink
[] you go to your mom for advice
[x] you consider cheerleading a sport
[x] cats are better than dogs
[] you hate wearing the color black
[x] you like going to the mall
[x] you like wearing jewelery
[x] you cried watching A Walk to Remember
[x] skirts are a big part of your wardrobe
[x] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[x] you take around an hour shower
[x] you are/were in gymnastics/tumbling/cheerleading
[x] you smile a lot more than you should
[x] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[x] you like wearing dresses when you can
[x] you like wearing body spray/perfume
[x] you like high heel shoes
[x] you like putting makeup on others
[x] pink is one of your favorite colors
[x] you laugh more than you breathe
[x] you absolutely love chocolate
TOTAL = 21/23

MEME #02

1. Was 2008 a good year for you?
Totally, it's been the best year. Offcourse I've had a few downs, like my new hair color.. People really like it, but I'm not sure about it..

2. What was your favourite moment of the year?
Gosh, there have been quite a few moments.. Like march 20th.. The day I met my two best friends in the whole world. We're like sisters, nothing comes between us. The day I went to Switserland with Larissa, we had a blast and it's been one of the most uncredible nights of my life. Also every single city we've been to for De Lama's.. Not only because of them, but just going away for a few days in a new city, doing nothing but shopping.. Antwerpen, Groningen, Amsterdam, Den Haag, Scheveningen, Utrecht and Breda.. It's all been really great!

3. What was your least favourite moment of the year?
November 30th, the day De Lama's played their last show. Sounds cheesy but I really hated that day, and that day after that, and the one after that..
4. What are your plans for 2009?
My plans for 2009.. Ehm, going to Paris with Larissa! I'm really looking forward to that, I've already been there but Larissa haven't and she always wantedto go there, I gave her a weekend Paris as a christmas gift. We're staying at the Crystal hotel, witch is soooo pretty! But that's not my only plan.. We're going to quite a few Budget shows, witch means we will explore some new cities. Almelo, Rotterdam, Leeuwarden.. & offcourse some filmilair cities. Amsterdam, Haarlem, Scheveningen, Groningen, Arnhem and Utrecht. Speaking of Leeuwarden, I might move there within a year. I know I just got my place in Amsterdam.. But Larissa is still in school and she really wanna do this education witch they only do in Leeuwarden.. Not really looking forward to it.. I mean Leeuwarden.. Not my favorite city, by far! But for Larissa.. Everything. The only nice thing is that an appartment is really cheap. Like in Amsterdam I pay 1300 euros for a medium appartment with 2 small bedrooms and in Leeuwarden I would pay 500 euros for an apart house with 3 or 4 bedrooms and a garden and stuff like that. I also hope that I can save enough money to go on holiday with the girls..

5. What countries did you visit in year 2008?
Gran Canaria, Belgium and Switserland.

6. What date in 2008 will remain etched in your memory?
November 30th.

7. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Gosh..

8. What was your biggest failure?
There have been quite a few, haha. Like going to Switserland and calling in sick for work and getting caught.

9. Did you suffer any illness or injury?
Well, I walked into a tree and needed to get stitches.

10. What was the best thing you bought?
Way to much tickets for De Lama's, but seriously it was the best time of my life <3

11. Who's behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
A collegue, she's such a bitch and I hate her.

12. Where did most of your money go?
De Lama's.. So lame, but so true. I seriously don't wanna know how much but the hotels, the dinners, the shows, the clubs we went too..

13. What did you get really really really excited about?
At this moment, spending new years eve with Ruben.

14. What songs will always remind you of 2008?
DJ Fluffer - Iedereen die klapt, such a lame song.

15. Compared to this time last year are you:
a) Fatter or thinner? I dunno, but the thing I know is that I'm on a diet with Larissa haha.
b) Happier or sadder? I'm always happy.
c) Richer or poorer? Eeeek, I dunno. Like in the beginning of 2009 I had a lot of money, but I spent it all..

16. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Getting to the gym, ever since I met Rowan and Larissa I stoped going 'cause I was with them every day..

17. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Going to De Lama's. For 1, I still had some money.. & 2, I wouldn't feel this bad now..

18. How will you be spending Christmas?
My mom, my brother, his girlfriend, my uncle. & a day after that with Larissa.

19. Which LJ/MySpace users did you meet for the first time?
Ehmm... None.

20. Did you fall in love in 2008?
I did have a few boyfriends.. But was that real love? ..

21. How many one night stands?
Two.

22. What was your favourite TV show?
De Lama's.

23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Yeah, hahaha. Quite a few though, but it's not really hate.. More that I feel sad for them.

24. What was/were the best books you read?
I hadn't have time to read.

25. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Not really a discovery, but I went to Dirty Dancing witch was really great.

26. What did you want and get?
My new big pink room.

27. What did you want and not get?
There's one thing I want more than anything, willing to do anything for it.. But still haven't got it :(

28. What was your favourite film this year?
The heartbreak kid.

29. What did you do on your birthday and how old were you?
I had a small party for my friends and went out that night. I turned 20.

30. What one thing would have made your year more satisfying?
Hahahaha, really can't say that.

31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
Hard one, it really depents on my mood. Sometimes casual then the other day very neat and girly. I really became more fashionable this year.

32. What kept you sane?
My friends.

33. Which celebrity did you fancy the most?
Ruben Nicolai.

34. Which political issue stirred you the most?
No one really.

35. Who did you miss?
No one, thank god nobody died in my family or group of friends. & the friends I lost this year, well I have my reasons for that..

36. Did you treat somebody badly in 2008?
Eehmm.. Yeah there is this group of girls witch I really hate. I can't stop making fun of them, they think they're the best while really they're the biggest losers and truely ugly and fat.

37. Did somebody treat you badly in 2008?
No not really, a former friend used me for some stupid things, but payback is a bitch!

38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned this year?
Don't ever hook up with a guyfriend of your best friend.

39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year..
'Waar is m'n focking taxi? Nou dan komt dat hotel maar hiernaartoe!'

PARIS , ARNHEM & ICONS .

2009-02-08T19:18:18Z

Good evening lovers!
It's been way too long since I posted here. Sorry for that, I've been pretty busy with doing.. Nothing really. So what's new in my life..Oh! I've been to the pilot from Ruben's new program with Tijl and other Ruben and.. It sucked! Seriously. They play this characters and normally it's pretty funny but they sucked, they didn't change their voices and it was like you watched Tijl with a weird outit on, instead of that character that they're suppose to play. In about 2 weeks I'm gonna see it in the theaters and I hope they have gotton better. Otherwise i'm stuck with all those tickets, haha.

Another thing... I'm going to Paris in 3 weeks!! Hurraaay. I'm totally in love with that since I've been there, and now Larissa and I are going! Can't wait for that! We're staying in the Cristal Hotel close to the Louvre, yeah Ruben stayed there too. I'm crazy obsessed I know! Only 19 days left.. Whooehoe! That week after that I'm going to Arnhem, gosh I love that city. Ruben and the guys are playing there and it's a saturay so I'm pretty sure they're going out and we just have to be there too! I'm so in love with Paris, Arnhem and Ruben.. Gosh!

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» De Lama's on Tour [16 - 36]
» De Ruben tapes [37 - 57]
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MERRY CHRISTMAS .

2008-12-24T23:23:39Z

Heeeee babes!
I have an icon update, just a small one 'cause after my breakdown I don't feel like making anything.. So how am I doing? I think I can say pretty good.. I felt miserable for several weeks, but now I'm doing pretty well. Maybe it's because I'm gonna see Ruben in less than 3 weeks.. After my last Lama's weekend I thought I wouldn't see him for 3 whole months, but he's gonna film a new program with the guys in three weeks & I can't wait for that!

This weekend I'm going to Amsterdam with Larissa, really looking forward too it! Especially since the hotel is in Rubens street, hahaha. Didn't do that on purpose btw. What's new? My hair. Yeah I painted it.. I actually always do.. Blonde in the summer and a little darker in the winter. So I went for darker, and it was supose to be chocolate brown and that biatch made it really dark. It's almost black now! Still can't look at it.. Even though my friends and family thinks it looks good on me.. I'm not happy about it! Anyways, the icons..

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THE FAIRLYTALE IS OVER .

2008-12-06T16:19:42Z

Heeey everybody!
April 4th, a dark day for me.. November 30th, an even darker day. Last week I was in Breda for the last few shows from De Lama's.. It was great and it was sad. I still remember the day they told us they were gonna quit.. & I was sad, but also thought about the shows that were comming.. And now, that's all over. Sunday november 30th.. The day that Ruben Nicolai cried when he came on stage, and so did I. The day that ever game they played was the last one. The day that Tijl Beckand ran naked on stage. The day that You'll never walk alone truely meant something. The day that Tijl sang a song for the other guys and even though he has a horrible voice, he made them and me cry.

'I have the feeling like I just burried someone. Someone who have lived a very, very happy life, but suddenly past away. We're gonna start something new now, but if that doesn't work out we will always have De Lama's. Who knows we might come back..'

'They've written and said so much, found and not found, abused and cheered and it can be about so much, De Lama's.
It had so much contents, it's common and it's captivating. It flies, but everything goes by nature with De Lama's and everything around it.
In fact it is about one thing and I see that in every show.. and that concerns friendship..'

A total of 43 shows.

The fairlytale is over..

GOODBYE LAMA'S .

2008-11-09T19:03:00Z

Hey there!
I'm so sorry about the lack updates. I just don't feel like it. Anyways, the last message was before Antwerpen.. Gosh that seems like a long time ago. So I went to Antwerpen, it was great and all even though we didn't see anything from the city expect the theatre, the clubs and our bed. we went to Cafe 'D Anvers and De Lama's were there too, and it was so great! Pretty funny too see how Ruben v/d Meer watched us get in his? taxi. & a drunken and angry Jeroen who broke his umbrella. It was also pretty cool how we shared a taxi with Jorrit, the manager from De Lama's..

Last friday was the last episode from De Lama's. Never again new episodes.. Thank god I still have 3 weekends of shows to go too. Starting thursdays till saturday in Amsterdam. Week after that in Groningen and the last 5 shows in Breda.. Another 3 weeks and it's over.. Forgood. Don't wanna think about it yet.. I know they're gonna do other things.. 3 months after the last show they go into the theatres with a new project.. But still.. It's diffrent.. But hey, something else now, 'cause this is totally depressing! Since I don't have any money.. I spent the weekend at home, witch blows.. & I had some free time around my hands and I made my top 5 tvships.

GOODBYE MY LOVER ♥

MY TOP 5 TV SHIPS ♥

#05. RYAN & MARISSA - THE O.C.

MARISSA: I know, it seems like a million years ago we dated, but it wasn't.
RYAN: I know that..
MARISSA: And okay, maybe you're over it. Maybe it doesn't mean anything to you anymore. Maybe it never did.
But it meant a lot to me. You meant a lot to me. Still do.

( Ryan and Marissa, what can I say? I loved them.. But sometimes I could kill them. They had so many problems..
But they had some great and sweet moments, but then the stupid writer killed Marissa ..)

#04. JACK & KATE - LOST

JACK: I need you to make me a promise, Kate.
KATE: Jack..
JACK: Promise me that you'll never come back here for me. Don't come back, Kate.

( I used to be a Kate/Sawyer fan.. But I dunno, the last season I'm rooting for Jack/Kate! Their love is undeniable even though
they both have someone else.. You still see how they're totally in love with one another.. )

#03. IZZIE & DENNY - GREY'S ANATOMY

DENNY: Izzie.. I'm gonna be alright. Alright, you don't have to worry.
IZZIE: What about me? What about me when you go into the light?
DENNY: Izzie..
IZZIE: No! I get it, ok? I get it! You'll be ok, you'll be fine, but what about me? So don't do it for yourself,
do it for me! Please? Please, Denny! Please do this for me! Because if you die.. Oh, god! You have to do this!
You have to do this for me, or I'll never be able to forgive you!
DENNY: For dying?
IZZIE: No! For making me love you! Please, please, do this..
DENNY: Come here.
IZZIE: Please do this for me, ok? Please, ok? I can't do this if you don't. Please, do this for me, please?
DENNY: Ok. Ok, I'll do it.

( Izzie and Denny .. What can I say? The patient and the doctor. & it's real love. I truely believe that Izzie
didn't love Alex or George as much she loved Denny. You still see how much she misses Denny when she
sees his ghost around ..)

#02. BROOKE & NATHAN - ONE TREE HILL

BROOKE: I wish there was something I could do for you or Haley or Jamie..
NATHAN: Well actually we were wondering if there was something we could do for you?
BROOKE: What do you mean for me?
NATHAN: Well I know that your mom is pulling some stuff of the company and I don't know having doubt
with parent insanity. I just wanna check your head. See how you're doing.
BROOKE: I'm fine. Really.
NATHAN: Yeah, that sounds something I would say.. Look, this thing with losing Quentin is hard and I have
a feeling it will be a pretty prominent thing in our lives for a while.. But that doesn't mean that your
problems are any less importnant and all of us aren't here for you..
BROOKE: Look, like I said..
NATHAN: You're fine. You can handle it. It's all good. I hope that's true and maybe it is but.. The thing is the
two of us are been down very similar roads. We were in the same clicks first, we both felt the same
pressure, same expectations, our parents were like children, and we both grew in kinda bad versions
of ourselfs way too fast. So I think you know.. I get it.
BROOKE: They never really gave us a chance did they.. Our parents?
NATHAN: They didn't know how. Look, the thing is.. You made your dream happen alright? And even though
I didn't quite get there, when it was taken away from me, I died with it along. And it was stupid and
selfish and wrong. So if your mom tries to take your dream away from you and you feel that same pain I did..
I sorta been there, okay? And I'm gonna be kinda pissed off if you don't come talk to me about it. And thank
you for coming today, it means alot. I know you didn't knew Quentin but it doesn't surprise me that you're
thinking about other people when all this stuff is going on with you.. It's not bad for if we never had a chance.

( Brooke and Nathan, hell yeah. Even though the never really were a couple, I still like to think of it.. I mean the two hot brunettes?!
They have so much in common and they're the same.. I still thank Mark on my knees for the sex tape in season 4! & I think it's great
that he's putting more Brooke/Nathan in his show. I know it's never gonna happen, but a girl can dream right? & thank god James
and Sophia are together!!!! )

#01. BLAIR & CHUCK - GOSSIP GIRL

BLAIR: You here to gloat?
CHUCK: Over what?
BLAIR: Well you won. Pop the champagne.
CHUCK: I didn't win.
BLAIR: Then why does it feel like I lost?
CHUCK: The reason we can't say those three words to each other, isn't because they aren't true.
BLAIR: Then why?
CHUCK: I think we both know at the moment we do.. It will be the start of something and it will be the
end. Think about it Chuck and Blair going to the movies. Chuck and Blair holding hands.
BLAIR: We don't have to do those things. We can do the things what we like.
CHUCK: What we like is this..
BLAIR: The game..
CHUCK: Without it I'm not sure how long we'd last.. And it just be a matter of time before we messed
it all up. Look I'd rather wait. Maybe in the future..
BLAIR: I suppose there could be some excruciating pleasure in that.

( By far my favorite couple ever. The have the best chemistry, they're perfect. Blair is the bitch and Chuck
the arrogant asshole. & they match. Every single scene from them is perfect. They can't say those three
words to another, but they sure feel it.. I can't wait for the moment when they finally say it, but for right
now I really enjoy their games to seduce eachother ..

ANTWERPEN HERE I COME .

2008-10-12T21:05:46Z

Hey hello!
A month without an update. I suck, I know that, but I'm pretty busy lately.. I've finally found myself a life, Rowan and Larissa are to blame. Every weekend I'm with them and I love them so much. I can't imagine my life without them, in a pretty short time they've become a really big thing in my life. The only thing is that we're living pretty far apart.. An hour or so, but that doesn't stop us seeing each other almost dayly. We're actually looking for an appartment, the three of us. You guys probably think we're nuts, but people just don't know how well we fit together!

Anyways, this thursday I'm going to Antwerpen for 4 days and after that I'm off to Arnhem for 3 days! I'm totally exited and offcourse I'm going with Rowan and Larissa! Can't wait, only 4 more days and we're gonna have a blast! I've got some meme's for you I made a while ago.. So steal away!

MEME #01
01. List your top ten favorite men / celebrities / footballers.
02. Answer all the questions listed.
03. Make a post!

#01. Ruben Nicolai
#02. Steyn de Leeuwe
#03. Coen Swijnenberg
#04. Jared Padalecki
#05. Ed Westwick
#06. Jensen Ackles
#07. Tyler Hilton
#08. Tijl Beckand
#09. Wentworth Miller
#10. Jason Dohring

01. So, what do you like most about 2? (Steyn de Leeuwe)
Gosh, that's a hard one.. Steyn is just so darn cute and really, really hot.

02. If you could do anything to 4, what would it be? (Jared Padalecki)
God, I almost died thinking about something sexy Jared and I could do..

03. Who would you choose between 5 and 7? (Ed Westwick or Tyer Hilton)
OH MY GOOOOOOOD. Why god? Why do I have to choose between them? I want them both.

04. Out of a ten, how much would you rate 1? (Ruben Nicolai)
A BIG FAT 10! Ruben is perfect in every single way. Okay, that's not true.. But I'd die for him.

05. What do you find most attractive about 1? (Ruben Nicolai)
His amazing brown hair and his deep blue eyes. I love that combination.

06. If you could go out with 3, what type of date would you go on? (Coen Swijnenberg)
He would show me his music collection.

07. If 8 was a type of season, which season would it be? (Tijl Beckand)
Tijl would be; winter. He's a cold person and don't give an ass about someone else but him.. Now you're wondering why I put him in my list huh? I have no idea, but he just have something..

08. Why is 10 not higher up your list? (Jason Dohring)
Because I don't watch his new tv show, witch I probably should do..

09. So what does 10 have to do to be brought higher up? (Jason Dohring)
Get Veronica Mars back on the air!

10. What would be the ideal situation for you for 2 and 4? (Steyn de Leeuwe and Jared Padalecki)
Ehm .. In my bed?

11. Which two people would you want to be stuck with on a desert island?
Steyn de Leeuwe and Ruben Nicolai.

12. Marry, shag, or kiss - 4, 6 and 8? (Jared Padalecki, Jensen Ackles and Tijl Beckand)
       Marry: Jared Padalecki.
       Shag: Tijl Beckand.
       Kiss: Jensen Ackles.

13. What do you hate most about 7? (Tyler Hilton)
That he's so darn perfect.

14. Have you ever thought how you'll react when you meet 3? (Coen Swijnenberg)
I've already met him.. 3 times and he's soooo sweet and cute!

15. Have you seen 1 and 2 together on tv before? (Ruben Nicolai and Steyn de Leeuwe)
Yeah, they make a tv show together, like Ruben isn't enough they put Steyn on it too.. It's gonna be my death one day..

16. Have you ever dreamt about 6? (Jensen Ackles)
Not that I can remember off..

17. Who would you take to a prom / ball with you?
Ruben Nicolai, every single girl would be jealous and he's a great party-er!

18. Cuddle, glomp, or kiss - 1, 3 and 5? (Ruben Nicolai, Coen Swijnenberg and Ed Westwick)
       Cuddle: Coen Swijnenberg.
       Glomp: Ed Westwick.
       Kiss: Ruben Nicolai.

19. If you could give anything to 10, what would it be? (Jason Dohring)
I'm willing to give myself for him.. Isn't that enough?

20. Out of all of them, who would you:
       Kick: Tijl Beckand for sure.
       Kiss: Ruben Nicolai.
       Pinch cheek: Jared Padalecki, he's so adorable!
       Run away with: Ruben Nicolai.
       Act like an idiot with: Jared Padalecki.
       Cry on: Coen Swijnenberg.
       Take to see your parents: Ruben Nicolai.
       Bungee jump with: Ruben Nicolai, haha, he's affraid of hights.
       Cross dress with: Jared Padalecki.
       Swap lives with for a day: Tijl Beckand, working with Ruben <3

21. Who would have been your no. 11 had you had the choice? I think Robbie Williams, he's a god.

MEME #02
#01 Go to Photobucket, don't sign in.
#02 Type your answer to each question in the 'search' box.
#03 Copy the html of the picture then paste, for the answer.

QUESTIONS:
01. What is your relationship status? - in love.

02. What is your favorite color? - pink.

03. Who is your celebrity crush? - Ruben Nicolai.

04. What are you currently listening to? - Katy Perry - I kissed a girl.

05. What is your favorite movie? - Pearl Harbor

06. Your favorite Disney Princess? - Belle from Beauty and the Beast, but my all time favorite Disney movie is The Lion King!!

07. Dream vacation? - Miami.

08. What do you wanna be when you grow up? - a rich bitch.

09. What do you love most? - party-ing.

10. One word that describes you. - shop-a-holic.

11. Where were you born? - Holland.

12. What is your obsession? - De Lama's.

13. What is your last name? - van den Berg.

MEME #03

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARJORIE .

2008-08-25T09:58:08Z

Goeiemoggel!
Don't have a lot of time, 'cause I'm off to Scheveningen soon. But before I go I just wanted to make sure I posted a happy birthday post for Marjorie! Hope you have a great day and I'll see you tonight when you can finally open your presents! *giggles*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!

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MUSIC VIDEOS .

2008-08-19T22:01:35Z

Hello everyone!
For the last three weeks I've got quite a few new ideas for making a new music video. I really want to make it, but it always takes so long to fit the clips together and picking the right music.. & when I think of that, I close my Windows music maker again.. So instead of making a new one, I decided to put all my music videos in one post and share them with you.

FANDOM: Logan & Veronica / Veronica Mars.
THEME: Veronica and Logan used to be a couple. Now Logan's seeing this other girl and Veronica remember how they used to be and what could have been..
POINT OF VIEW: Veronica Mars.
SONG USED: Kate Winslet - What if.
VIDEO LENGTH: 04:04 min.
WATCH THE VIDEO: CLICK.

( my very first music video and I remember working so hard on this, so I'm still pretty proud of myself for putting it off. I'm still not a huge fan of the song though, but I think it worked great for Logan and Veronica. Also I didn't use HQ clips, witch means the video is kinda blurry. Whenever I watch this video I remember how sweet, cute and hot Logan / Veronica was.. I miss the show so bad )

FANDOM: Michael & Sara / Prison Break.
THEME: Sara remembers her relationship with Michael.
POINT OF VIEW: Sara Tancredi.
SONG USED: Rascal Flatts - What hurts the most.
VIDEO LENGTH: 3:32 min.
WATCH THE VIDEO: CLICK.

( my second music video. After I hearing this song, I had to made one.. And since Michael and Sara were my current obsession, I made one of them. I still love the song and it fits Michael and Sara so good. I was in a rush of making this, so the clips and music don't really match. Anyways I can't wait for Prison Break to return, they're gonna bring Sara back and reunite Michael and Sara! )

FANDOM: Ryan & Marissa / The O.C.
THEME: A video about the relationship of Ryan and Marissa. It's shows their up and downs in the past years they've spend together.
POINT OF VIEW: Marissa Cooper.
SONG USED: Leann Rimes - The weight of love.
VIDEO LENGTH: 4:03 min.
WATCH THE VIDEO: CLICK.

( truely not the best music video I made, but after hearing this song I had to make it. The song is just so right for Ryan and Marissa and I totally pictured it in my head, altough it didn't came out that great. For instance the clips at the beginning are way too long and I wanted to finish it way to fast )

FANDOM: Marissa Cooper / The O.C.
THEME: A video about Marissa dying after a car accident. It shows flashbacks.
SONG USED: Imogen Heap - Speedin cars.
VIDEO LENGTH: 3:34 min.
WATCH THE VIDEO: CLICK.

( probably my worst video ever made. I think I finished this video in like a half hour. The song doesn't fit the clips, but I thought I use it anyway since it was in the episode. It was kinda like an tribute to Marissa Cooper, since they killed her off the show. Stupid mother fuckers, the OC died with Marissa )

FANDOM: Ruben Nicolai / a dutch comedian.
THEME: A video about Ruben Nicolai and De Lama's.
SONG USED: Hellogoodbye - Here, in your arms.
VIDEO LENGTH: 4:07 min.
WATCH THE VIDEO: CLICK.
DOWNLOAD: DOWNLOAD.

( nothing special really. It's just an video I made since I ripped De Lama DVD's on my computer and I thought it was funny to make a video from Ruben Nicolai. Though it took me a long time picking he song. There's no real story in it, just some fun clips from Ruben and his mates doing what they're doing )

FANDOM: Tijl Beckand / a dutch comedian.
THEME: A video about Tijl Beckand and De Lama's.
SONG USED: OK GO! - You're so damn hot.
VIDEO LENGTH: 2:52 min.
WATCH THE VIDEO: CLICK.
DOWNLOAD: DOWNLOAD.

( again, nothing special really. Another video I made since I had ripped my Lama DVD's and this time I made a video of Tijl Beckand. I don't really know what I was thinking with the song, because Ruben is really the hotter one, but I used it on Tijl anyways. Again, some fun clips from Tijl and his mates doing what they're doing )

FANDOM: De Lama's / a dutch tv show.
THEME: A video for the 50th episode from De Lama's.
SONG USED: Matchbox Twenty - How far we've come.
VIDEO LENGTH: 3:35 min.
WATCH THE VIDEO: CLICK.
DOWNLOAD: DOWNLOAD.

( I made this video in honour for their 50th episode. I actually kinda like the outcame f it, it shows some pretty memerable clips from De Lama's. Like Bohemian Rhapsody, Arie kissing Tijl, Ruben and Tijl's grandpa moment, Ruben with Guus's glasses.. And offcourse the Tijl / Ruben eye sex look at 1:00 )

FANDOM: Nicky & Bourne / The Bourne movies.
THEME: Nicky and Bourne used to be a couple, but Nicky can't accepthis lifestyle and she breaks up with him, and now she remember how they used to be..
POINT OF VIEW Nicky Parsons.
SONG USED: Krezip - All my life.
VIDEO LENGTH: 3:49 min.
WATCH THE VIDEO: CLICK.

( I think this is a pretty good video for my job. I love the song from Krezip, a dutch band, and it totally fitted Nicky and Bourne. I think their chemistry is undeniable and I really hoped that they become a couple, but no luck yet )

FANDOM: Nicky & Bourne / The Bourne movies.
THEME: Nicky and Bourne are a couple, but Nicky wants to break up with him many times but she can't seen to do it.
SONG USED: Good Things End - End of story
VIDEO LENGTH: 3:54 min.
WATCH THE VIDEO: CLICK.

( I finally found out how to put the audio over the song, it's not flawless yet but I couldn't get it better. I'm pretty proud on this one too. I used again a song from a dutch band and I thought it fitted Nicky and Bourne perfectly )

FANDOM: Blair & Chuck / Gossip Girl
THEME: Blair & Chuck used to be a couple, but then Blair cheats on Chuck with Nate. Chuck dumps Blair, and Blair is miserable.
POINT OF VIEW: Blair Waldorf.
SONG USED: One Republic - Stop and stare
VIDEO LENGTH: 4:03 min.
WATCH THE VIDEO: CLICK.

( I just had to make a video of Blair and Chuck. They're amazing, I love them, their romance is so real and I just had to make a video of it. I like the outcame of it and again I used a Chuck quote at the beginning, it way better then the other I made, but still not flawless. I'm working on it though )

FANDOM: Kiki & Valentijn / Alles is liefde.
THEME: A video about the relationship from Kiki & Valentijn from the dutch movie Alles is Liefde (it's the dutch Love Actually)
SONG USED: Blof - Alles is liefde.
VIDEO LENGTH: 3:36 min.
WATCH THE VIDEO: CLICK.

( ever since I watched Alles is Liefde, I fell in love with hose two characters. He is the prince and she is just a normal girl waiting for her prince. I loved their storyline and I just had to make a video out of it. The cameout is pretty neat actually and this is the most recent video I've made )

ICONS & MEME .

2008-08-13T17:33:52Z

Heeeee babes!
So I have finally some new icons for you guys. It's been almost month and you probably think it's a big bunch, but I think it's the smallest update I've ever made. I'm not really in a icon mood lately, so these icons are from a few weeks ago.. Except for the Veronica Mars ones, those I made today. I'm also adding a meme to this post, witch I stole from valerie.

This weekend is Lowlands, but just like last year I'm not going. I really need the money for august and november when I go to De Lama's. Another 10 days and they play in Bloemendaal, and I can't wait to see them! 2 days after that I'm going to Scheveningen for 3 shows and I'm staying at Kurhaus, witch is one of Hollands most expensive and luxe hotels! We have a room with seaview! How cool is that? Now that I have the money I can't just stay at a cheap filthy hotel. I think you should at least have stayed there once in your life. I'm really looking forward to it, and I can't wait to see those peoples face when 4 young and fresh teenagers walk in.

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MEME

1. my top 5 most stylish celebs .

#05: LEIGHTON MEESTER .

Leighton is an amazing dresser. I love her style. The top in the first pic is really cute and her dress in the second really colorful.
& I love that, plus yellow looks great on her. Leighton is often spotted in a simple outfit, and I like that.
The white tanktop and her shorts are really cute. I totally adore the top in the last picture. I want it!
If anyone knows where I can buy it, please tell me!

#04: NICOLE RICHIE .

Here's a girl who is practacly born in a shoppingmall. She can buy all the clothes in the world, so no suprize she's in this list.
I'm totally in love with the second dress.

#03: MISCHA BARTON .

I can say that she's one of the biggest fashion icon these days. Practacly everything looks good on her.
She looks like a princess in the first pic. That dress is amazing and she totally rules it.
I like her coat in the two last pics, they look so classy on her.

#02: SOPHIA BUSH .

My favorite girl in the whole wide world. Everything she wears she wears with pride.
The black dress is really pretty and Sophia looks stunning. I really like the top in the second pic.
In the third pic she looks so casual, & that's what I like, I love her belt that totally finish it.
She can pull almost everything off, so why's she my #02? ..

#01: PARIS HILTON .

Paris Hilton. Everyone has a diffrent opinion on her. She's a whore, she's a dumbass, she's the best..
I'm not a huge fan of her but I don't really hate her too. But she knows how to shop, that's for sure.
Well offcourse with her kinda money, everyone would look good right? Anyways, she knows what looks good on her and what doesn't.
She pays attention to all the details. Like her sunglasses in the third pic, they're exactully the same colour, not to mention her earrings.
I like the colorful dresses on her. I want them!

2. my top 5 hottest male celebs .

#05: JARED PADALECKI .

Jared is great, Jared is cute, Jared has puppy eyes. How could you resist him?

#04: TYLER HILTON .

Angie's (ex)husband, but it's allowed to put him in my list right? Tyler looks like a total down to earth person who is really sweet and fun.
He's also a good actor and he has an amazing voice.. & he plays guitar, witch is really, really sexy..

#03: ED WESTWICK .

I had a hard time picking my top 3. & this is it.. I think. He plays one of the best characters on the history of television, he's Chuck Bass.
He's good looking, he's fashionable and he's got this really sexy English accent..

#02: JENSEN ACKLES .

*hides from Marjorie* . Hihi, I always knew he was good looking, but since I watch Supernatural, he turns out not only to be good looking..
He's an amazing actor.. I'm not gonna say anything more otherwise Marjorie would use it against me.

#01: RUBEN NICOLAI .

Yeah don't worry, he's still my #01. I mean.. how could he not be? He's got everything you want.
She's a total hottie (in real life even more!!), he's a total sweetheart and he's the most funniest guy you will ever meet.
He has the most beautiful hair and deep blue sea eyes.. He's got a sexy body and a nice ass. (*cough* yeah, I toutched it *cough*)
I can't wait to see him again, and that will be.. august 23rd in Bloemendaal with De Lama's.
& after that one I still have 21 shows to go too before they quit..

NEW LAYOUT .

2008-07-26T14:22:28Z

Heeeeeeeey!
I totally suck with updating my livejournal, my last post is from last month. Anyways, you might think that I haven't been busy with it.. But think again! I finnaly switched to style 2, thanks angie for helping me. I love my new style, I wanted it for so long now, but since I'm like the suckiest HTML person on the planet I never even tried it. But with a new style you need a new layout, so I put one up. made by nyaubaby, featuring Jensen & Jared. I totally love it! I also sorted my tags, and I have a new profile banner. So his is like a whole new fresh start!

In my life there's nothing new. I work 10 hours a day, 5 days a week. Witch is ridiculous, but I like the overhours and money. Last week I went to see Mamma Mia the movie, & for all those people who wanna go.. Don't! It totally sucked. You can't even call it a movie. 99 percent of the movie they sing and it's so childish. I can't believe people actually like that shit. After a while being so annoyed, it got pretty funny. We were like: 'push her of that fucking mountain' LOL. Anyways, I have 2 meme's to share, whitch I thought were pretty funny. Also an awards that I won at Chuck & Blair Stilness, please join.

I won this at CHUCK & BLAIR STILNESS.

MEME #01

TECHNOLOGY
Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer?
A few weeks ago, I changed it. Ruben had to make place for Jensen/Jared.

Q. How many televisions do you have in your house?
Three, but only one belongs to me.

BIOLOGY
Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Totally right-handed. When I was young I had a friend who could write neat with both right and left. I always wanted to do that too, but I can't do anything with my left hand.

Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
Nope, doctors and hospitals scare the crap out of me. So image me getting something removed from my body in the hospital with doctors..

Q. What is the last heavy item you lifted?
My head. It feels like a truck went over my head.

Q. Have you ever been knocked out?
Yup, about 2 months ago. When I walked into a tree. Seriously.

BULLSHITOLOGY
Q. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
Nope! Never! Nada! Death scares the hell out of me and I would be too scared to enjoy the time I have left.

Q. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
Gosh, that's a hard one. There are lots of names I totally adore, like Lois. I love Lois. But I think they don't really fit me. So I just stick with Kim.

Q. What color do you think looks best on you?
Pink and green, lively colours. Just like me.

Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item?
Yup. Like buttons from my coat and when I was young I used to eat sand.. Gosh, I'm such a freakshow.

DAREOLOGY
Q. Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
Definitely, I have done it before, so why don't do it again and get payed for doing it.

Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
No freakin' way! Hospitals.. Doctors.. EEEEWWWWWWWW!

Q. Would you never blog again for $50,000?
Yes, definitely! I hate blogging but I keep on doing it, but with that kind of money I probably have something better to do!

Q. Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
Would they pay my extra gym classes too? But nah, I don't think so. Naked in a magazine.. People looking at you.. Gross old guys.. EEK! No, I probably wouldn't get out of my house anymore. Too scared if someone will reconize me.

Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
That probably kill me..

Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000?
Definitely. One million euro, you know what I can do with it all? .. Gosh, offcourse I wouldn't! What kind of question is this anyway?

DUMBOLOGY
Q: What is in your left pocket?
Some coints and a note from Sandra with my working days on it.

Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
I haven't seen it, so I don't know.

Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
Neighter, I have moquette.

Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
Most of the time I stand, but when I'm like drunk or so, I sit in the shower but only because otherwise I'll fall.

Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
2 pair, one of them was actually a gift.

LASTOLOGY
Q: Last person who texted you?
Marieke, she told me that the Zwarte Cross tickets are sold out and the printer is broken so she couldn't print the tickets and that she had to go all the way to Arnhem.

Q: Last person who called you?
That'll be Rowan, crazy bitch is like stalking me.

Q: Last person you hugged?
Danique, yesterday. It was her last workday so we had to say goodbye.

FAVORITOLOGY
Q: Number?
1812. No kiddin'.

Q: Season?
Summer offcourse. I hate the cold, I know.. I should've been born in Brazil or something instead of Holland..

Q: Color?
Pink. Wow, schokking.

CURRENTOLOGY
Q: Missing someone?
Yup, like crazy..

Q: Mood?
Pretty good, in about 2 hours I can listen to Coen again <3.

Q: Listening to?
An old song from a guy who I was like totally obsessed with a few years ago. Now I don't like him that much anymore.. & I'm kinda ashamed listening to his music.. But I like it, the song is beautiful <3

Q: Watching?
At my computer and filling in this meme.

Q: Worrying about?
My mom and brother. They're in this huge fight, for like 2 weeks or so. My brother dumped his girlfriend for another ho, after 5 years. & he's a real jackass for that, but my mom is just acting all childish. She takes his home key and stuff. & I? I'm stuck in the middle.

Q: Wearing?
A very colourful dress. Pink, orange, purpe, blue, green and white. It's pretty cute, and totally great for this lovely weather!

RANDOMOLOGY
Q: First place you went this morning?
My best friend; the shower.

Q: What can you not wait to do?
Going to the gay pride next week!

Q: Do you smile often?
That's pretty much all I do. I'm always happy, it even freaks people out, like Rowan.

Q: Are you a friendly person?
Yup, but not if you hurt me or my friends, then you wish you never ever met me.

MEME #02

Was the first person to text you today a boy or a girl?
A girl. Larissa texted me about something foolish really, really early this morning.

What is one question people always ask you?
My colleagues always wanna know what I did last weekend. They're all in their late twenties, so they don't go out very often. & they think it's funny to hear where I go out, and the things I do.

What is the 6th text in your inbox?
It's from Larissa, haha. 'Yeah, willful you know. Haha, sad. Yeah dude, I know. It's totally fucked up'. Hahaha, you have no idea what we're talking about huh? Well me neighter..

What's the last thing you said to someone in person & to who?
Uhm.. Probably something to shut those annoying guinea-pigs up. They're my brothers and I hate them.

Name something you have to do tonight?
Going to Bloemendaal and go loose at the beach.

Where is your cell phone?
Next to me. I always have it with me, I'd die if I lost or forgot it.

Do you own an iPod?
No, sadly. I really should buy one, but I always listen to the radio on my cellphone. So when I have one I probably won't use it that often.

What cd is currently in your cd player?
The new CD from Mêlée! I totally love it, it's so good. & I'm going to their concert in Amsterdam this october!!

Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
None. I hate chocolate milk.

Has anyone told you a secret this week?
Ehm.. No. I don't think so..

When was the last time you had Starbucks?
In january. We don't have Starbucks in the Netherlands, but on our airport we have it. I hate coffe but everyone is into Starbucks, so I wanted to try it. But oh my god, It's so gross.

Can you whistle?
Offcourse I can. I really wanna learn how to whistle on my fingers tho!

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
I want a small tattoo for like 4 years now, I'm not gonna tell what I want.. Anyways, I'm just to fuckin' scared.

Do you get along better with boys or girls?
Girls, definitly. I don't believe in boys just being friends. There's always something more..

Do you sleep on your stomach?
Yeah. Or I'm sleeping on my side, or on my stomach. I can't sleep on my back. I know, I'm weird.

What are you listening to?
Wolter Kroes - Viva Hollandia. Bad choice huh? Since we lost agains Russia. But hey, I like this song. It makes me happy!

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Rowan, since Larissa is off to Spain. I'm totally glued on her. We always have this meaningful conversations.

Which of your friends lives closest to you?
Jessica, like only 5 minutes away.

What's bothering you right now?
Like I said earlier, my mom and brother.

Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
I dunno. Like about a month ago in Switserland, I was flirting with this gorgeous guy. Seriously, really pretty. He kinda looked like Ruben. Same hair, blue eyes, tho a bit taller and thinner. And I was in heaven, but butterflies? I dunno.

What did you dream about last night?
Jeez, I have no clue. Seriously most of the time I forget my dreams.. I hate it!

What is your bra size?
Depents on the bra; C or D. I know pretty big huh?

Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?
Very often. My friends never sleep I guess. Or I get this annoying text messages and my phone trembles all night.

What gets in your way of your sleeping?
My books. I always read before I'm going to sleep, but once I've started I can't stop.

Do you know anyone that's married?
Lots of people. like all my colleagues for example.

What's your favorite number?
1812.

Who was the last person that made you cry, why?
Paris Hilton and Nicole Richie with their Simple Life show. It's so funny that I'd cried from all the laughing.

Where are you going to be at 4:00 tomorrow?
am: I hope I'm sleeping by then.
pm: crying at home, that I could've gone to the Zwarte Cross and drool over Coen.

What are some things you miss about your past?
School and my classmates. I always hated school, and I always said that I couldn't wait to get out of there. & now I'm working for over a year and I realise school wasn't so bad. Okay, the classes and homework sucked.. But the vacations were great! Like I don't have any now. Just some free days. & I miss my classmates. Last week some of them graduated ('cause they took one year extra) and I went to that thing, and they made this movie with all our pictures over the last 4 years in it. I realized that I miss them so much!

Are you jealous of anyone?
Well, it's how you put the question. Like I'm not really jealous of anyone, I'm happy with myself. But offcourse sometimes I'm jealous of like Paris Hilton.. She has just all the money in the world, have access to these great parties, can shop all day long, can get away with everyting and is a beauty. But aren't we all?

Who was the last person you rode in the car with?
Yesterday with Danique. We wen't to Madorodam with the kids from the daycare.

How many things in your past do you regret?
So many. But I think you learn a lot of your mistakes.

Do you have a best friend?
You know, it's weird.. I just met those 2 great people like 4 months ago and I feel like I've known them all my life. They're so funny, and great I can tell them everyting and they're total sweethearts. I dunno what I would do without them!

Has anyone ever seen you in your underwear?
Yeah, my two BF's. In Utrecht we shared one hotel room for 3 days so it was pretty hard not to been seen in your underwear. But who cares? We're all girls.

What are you looking forward to?
next week; the gay pride, for sure.

Who are the third and seventh texts in box in your phone from?
Third; Larissa.
Seventh: Larissa. LOL.

Are you upset with anyone?
No, you have to do something really horrible to get me upset.

Have you ever gone to court?
Yep I have. Not that I did anything illegal or something. I just went there with my school, to see how that works. It was pretty funny tho. They really wear those outfits!

Do you get jealous easily?
Thank god, no.

Have you ever gone to the beach?
Lots of times. I live really close to the beach, so whenever I have a day off and the weather is great I go. I love it!

Do you remember your music teacher's name from elementary school?
I do yeah. Probably because I did my internship on my old elementary school and I got to meet him again and he was like totally hot! He was young when he teached us and when I saw him again he was all grown up into a total hottie.

How good is your eyesight?
It's really good. Like once I found someone's lenzes on the street!

Would you ever want to swim with the sharks?
What the fuck? Are you crazy? Offcourse not.

Do you have a Honda, Toyota, or Nissan?
None of them. I don't even have a drivers licence yet, and I'm like 19 already.. Maybe I really should start with lessons..?

Worst part about hugs?
If the other one stinks.

Ditched school to do something more fun?
I'm not in school anymore, but I ditched my work to do something fun, like a month ago. When I took of to Switserland, my boss found out, and she wasn't too happy about it..

Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?
No. I really should fix some things between a friend of mine, but I really don't want to.

Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
Switserland. Okay, that's like a month ago. But I really want to re-live it again.

What's something that can always make you feel better?
Music. I don't talk much. Well okay, I talk a lot but not about the things that's bothering me. So when I feel down, music always cheers me up.

Do you have unlimited texting?
I always think that, but too bad, no I don't. My phone bill is like really, really high. Last week I got my bill; 200 euros. It's getting out of control.

What's your favorite kind of ice cream?
Cookie Dough from B&J or a Dame Blance. <3

Have you ever liked someone who treated you badly?
Yeah, isn't that totally sad? Well, it was my first love and I was like 12 or so.

Do you fall for people easily?
Not really, but I like people easily. That's kinda my problem.. I like to many guys.

Everything happens for a reason?
Totally.

Do you live with both your parents?
Nope, my father died when I was 8 years old. I live with my mom and brother.

Are you wearing jeans right now?
Nope.

Do you smile a lot?
Like always. It kinda freaks Rowan out that I'm always happy, she bet my that I couldn't smile for 30 seconds. I lost..

Do you have any siblings?
Yup, 2 older brothers. Who wants them?

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
I'm not wearing a shirt right now.

Can you go on Myspace from work/school?
I don't have an Myspace, but I could get on it if I wanted it..

Favorite flower?
A lilly.

Do you have a tattoo?
Nope.

Are there things you can't live without?
Totally. Like my friends, cellphone and my music collection.

Do you like to have long hair or short hair?
Long hair. I really think short hair would look horrible on me. besides I love my hair.

What happened at 10:00 am today?
I was sleeping, like always in the weekends.

Is your family just a bundle of fun?
Nope. I hardly see them 'cause they're all bitches!

Have you talked to an asshole today?
Nope I don't talk to assholes.

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?
I think.. I don't know. My longest relationship was like 3 weeks? I really hate to be comitted.

Who's the last person you had a sleepover with?
Rowan and Larissa in Utrecht. Gosh that was funny. The hotel room was a total mess, we orderd room service and champain, went clubbing and then sleeping with them in 1 bed. LOL.

Do you use lyrics to express how you feel?
No, I'm not really into writing and stuff. I listen to music that express how I feel.

Are you ashamed of your past?
No, I think no one should. It's all in your past, the only thing that matters is now.

Anyone close to you ever died?
Yeah, my father, my little brother who I never had the chance to meet and all my grandmothers and grandfathers.

Who's always there for you unconditionally?
No one really.

What is your favorite TV show?
De Lama's, Friends, Gossip Girl, Grey's Anatomy, Heroes, Je zal het maar hebben, Lost, One Tree Hill, Prison Break, Rat van Fortuin, Supernatural, Try before you die, The OC, The Simple Life, Traveler, Veronica Mars and lots more..

Who was the last person you yelled at?
Probably Rowan or Larissa. We yell at eachother all the time, but we're just kidding when we do!

What was the last compliment you received?
I can't remember, probably something from my work.

Are you going on vacation in the summer?
Nope. I know how sad! I'm going to work for 6 weeks, 5 days a week from 10 hours. A total hell.

When was the last time you saw your best friend?
Last week in Haarlem, we went shopping and went to see a movie.

What's your full name?
Kim van den Berg.

Are you happy right now?
Yeah.

What's the time?
16:18.

Do you trust people?
Yeah, a little too easy I noticed recently..

If you were someone else, would you be friends with you?
Offcourse, I'm the best party-er around here!

What is something you say when you're mad?
I hardly ever get mad.. People always get mad at me, and then I start laughing 'cause I think it's sad that people make such a big deal out of the stupiest things. But if I get mad, I can be pretty harsh.

What family member do you look like?
People say my father and my oldest brother.

What friend will be coming over to your house next?
Marlene, she wants to see the just born guinea-pigs.

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Not that I can remember of..

What is your favorite beverage?
Red Bull, I drink 5 or 6 a day witch is really bad.. I know.

Have you ever seen your best friends cry?
Yeah, Rowan 'cause her toe hurt. She wear pumps like 24/7 and her toe was just a mess, full of blood and stuff. Eek. I haven't seen Larissa cry yet.

Are you friends with your neighbors?
Totally not. They're nice but that's all. I see them once a month when we cross our paths, but that's all.

What do you do before you sleep?
Brush my teeth, change my clothes, comb my hair, get the make up off my face and putting night lotion on my face.

Where have you lived throughout your life?
I've always lived in Hillegom. & I like it out here. The beach is minutes away, Amsterdam and those other big cities are not far from my place and I live in a crouwdy village.

Last piercing you got?
My second pair of earrings. Witch I have for years now.

Have you ever had a crush on your sister's/brother's friend?
Yeah, well at least at that moment I thought it was a crush. It was my older brothers friend, Edward. & he was really pretty, and he still is; but he's so arrogant now.

What were you doing at 1am this morning?
Reading in my book.

Do you have any enemies?
Not really enemies. Just people I don't like and don't speak to anymore.

What will you be doing tomorrow at this time?
Crying over the fact that I could've been to Zwarte Cross to see Coen, and I didn't..

When was the last time you drove more than 30 minutes?
Never. I don't have a drivers licence. I did drive though, a few times but none of them were more than 30 minutes.

ICONS .

2008-06-21T14:05:59Z

Haaaaaiyaaa!
So I've been to Switserland, and it's been great. Unbelieveble! I wanna go again! Seriouly, to all the dutch people here who hasn't gone yet. GO! It's so much fun. Soooo many dutch people, it's a total kickass party out there! I had a blast. Everyone is dressed in orange, even the Switsers, Spain, Italian and French people! Everybody loves eachother & for the girls.. It's even better 'cause there aren't many girls there so you get a lot of attention. Anyways..

I've got icons for you guys, finally.

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Hiyaaa babes!
So a month without an update. I suck, I know, but I've been busy lately. Like.. I went to Groningen, Breda and Utrecht to see De Lama's. Groningen and Breda weren't exactly nearby, but I wanted to go so bad! Utrecht was the best weekend ever. We wet to see them 2 days and both nights we went to the same club. By accident though, not in the stalkerish way.

Another thing; I'm going to Switzerland this friday to see Holland play. I know, crazy. Even crazier if you hate soccer like me. But I don't care. De Lama's are there, and Coen too so who doesn't want to go? I also heard the Holland supporters are taking over Bern, so it's going to be a crazy party and that's exactly what I want.

& offcourse I hope to run into De Lama's and Coen. But if that doesn't happen, it's fine too. So as you might have guessed this is my last post before I take off. I hope to post something on sunday, if I every wake up. Anyways, since a few weeks I've been joining this challenge comunity and I've won quit a few awards!!

Ruben in Switzerland. <3333

My very first entrie ever, and I'm right away mod's choice! I was soooo happy!
Her comment ;; Very nice colouring, well used of textures and nice text placement.

My second entrie, and I won FIRST place, SECOND place & best coloring!

& my third entrie, also FIRST place. EEEEEK <333

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY .

2008-05-08T19:02:54Z

Heeeee hunnybees!
So today is a pretty great day, it's my guys birthday! Yeah, how great is that! He's turning 33 today but he doesn't look a day older then 25 right? So I had this idea to spam this post with only Ruben photos and stuff. But it turned out that's a hell of a lot work.. I had to cap the photos and resise them and stuff. & after a little while I got bored. So the picspam isn't as big I had in mind.. But it's still pretty darn fun to look at! & please be aware of all the hottness!

I made caps from Rat van Fortuin and Try before you die, two of his programs. I decited not to make any from De Lama's, 'cause they have so many seasons. It would take me a week to finish them. Also none of Je zal het maar hebben, I wanted to do them but I didn't have any time left. I'm gonna safe them for next year.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BABY!!

Rat van Fortuin ;; A quiz like any other, with awesome prices, sweaty candidates and a delicious quizmaster, but a little funnier. At least for the watchers at home. The four candidates have to answer their questions under the most extreme circumstances. Pain, stress, tension, fear and decency: the winner have to proof that he can handle it all. & after that it's just question if he's big enough for the grande finale. The quizmaster is Ruben Nicolai.

RAT VAN FORTUIN, SEASON 1

RAT VAN FORTUIN, SEASON 2

Try before you die ;; Filemon Wesselink, Dennis Storm, Katja Schuurman, Sander Lantinga, Sophie Hilbrand and Ruben Nicolai are gonna do all those things you have to do at least once in your life. Think about steaken at Winbledon, action conducts with Greenpeace and visiting the coldest city on earth in Siberia. Those are a few of the ultimate kicks the BNN announcers have to do. In this program they reach for their borders and it's all filmed for us! A program with adrenaline!

TRY BEFORE YOU DIE, SEASON 1

Episode #01 ;; Ruben's first episode and he decited to get attact by a dog. He wanted to know how well trained the dogs were for missions. The dog got him pretty hard, but hey; they're well trained!

Episode #02 ;; Ruben is a badboy. He's gonna break into a house from his friend; Patrick Lodiers to steal his beertender. He failed though, but seriously, how cool was it to see him trying to get that fucking door open!

Episode #03 ;; Ruben is funny, he always wanted to know how he would do it in the comedy city; New York. So he got on stage in the Improv where all the great names like Eddy Murphy stood. He did great!

Episode #04 ;; Ruben always wanted to play a role in world's long lasted soapshow. So he got this part in As the world Turns. He played a bartender Frank, and he even had lines! He did an amazing job, and it was also the very first episode from ATWT I watched.

Episode #05 ;; When he was an 8 year old boy he always called those sex phonelines. LOL. <3 & now he's a big boy, he's gonna work at one. He acts like he's this red headed girl, LOL.

Episode #06 ;; Ruben had to do this item in front of the others. He had to walked through fire, ahwww!

Episode #07 ;; American's can be freaky. Like they dress up their dogs and even have dog weddings. This episode Ruben worked at an dog day care. That's true, they really have those.

TRY BEFORE YOU DIE, SEASON 2

Episode #01 ;; Ruben didn't have an item this episode. Offcourse he still had some screentime with the task one of them have to do. This time it was Dennis who had to do it, and the thing he had to do was just... Crazy! There was this snake, and he had to make sure it bit him. Ruben was pretty scared for him. Ahwww.

Episode #02 ;; Ruben still didn't have his own item in this episode. Offcourse I drooled over him in the task one of them had to do. He had to shoot a football on Nicolette's ass, he missed twice, loser XD. He was also seen in Yolanthe's item, she had to do a lapdance on a guy. & Ruben was the lucky one. 'I'm in in heaven' like he said. <33

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Episode #03 ;; Finally, his own item. Well... With Sander. Sander and Ruben attented 'ter land, ter zee en in de lucht'. They had to built this venture and ride over a little steel pile and get to the bell. Witch isn't that easy, offcourse Ruben and Sander failed. LOL.

Episode #04 ;; Ruben operate himself. Wow, freaky and really scary. He had this mother macula and he removed it himself. Under accompaniment of a doctor offcourse. He practiced on a kipfilet btw. LOL.

Episode #05 ;; No item from Ruben. He closed the episode with a little golf. Gosh, he looks sooo freakin' good in his golf outfit! <3

Episode #06 ;; Ruben was doing a little circus act. He had to walk over a pile, witch is really hard to do. Even worse if you have to do it like 500 meters in the circus tent. Ruben is really affraid of heights and he was so nervous. So adopable! But he did it!!! <3

Episode #07 ;; Ruben had an item with the 4 other guys. Filemon always wanted to ride the Alp de Huez from the Tour de France. The other guys challenged them and they all rode it. They did a great job, they all finished. Sander was the winner, Dennis was second, Filemon third and Ruben fourth. Yeah, he had to care all his weight up that damn mountain, and the smoking don't really help. Still; he finished and that's the most importnant thing. They all had a hard time, it was really heavy.

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3FM AWARDS .

2008-04-27T13:32:00Z

heeeee babes!
Yesterday I went to the 3FM awards, yaay. It was amazing! Anouk was totally great. Voicst and Racoon not so much, but still pretty nice. Krezip was sooo good. Alain Clark was amazing, and he also won 3 awards, hurray. Moke was great. Leaf was kickin' and Kane was soo freakin' great. I'm not a big fan of Kane but the show they gave was soo freakin' good! Too bad Van Velzen didn't preform, 'cause I looove him so much! Much thankos to angie & her sister for the tickets!

I also got the chance to talk to Coen, eeeeeek. He was such a sweety, he reconized me, eeeek. He was like 'I've seen you before with..' 'Serious request' I told him, 'yeah that's right and with WIDM fanday!' and I was like; hallelujah! It was just so sweet. Squee. Anyways I've got icons!

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2008-04-13T16:22:00Z

Hello!
Finally I got some icons for you.
Sorry for the delay, I just didn't feel like making any, but here's my latest bunch.

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WITH A BROKEN HEART .

2008-04-04T22:17:43Z

Today is a dark day for me. Truely one of the worst days of my life. It actually started as a good one. Ruben was on tv this morning and I got up really, really early to see him. But after that it just got worse and worse.. At this moment I don't know what to do anymore. I just can't believe it.. And yet, it's so true. When I was going to my work this morning they said that there were rumors. & at that moment I thought it might be true. They had this fanday in Amsterdam, I really wanted to go but I had to work and later that evening they were guests at a talkshow. Why would they rush and go to a talkshow? Jup, rumors could be true..

I was upset when I arrived at my work and saw how few kids we had. I soooo could have go to that fanday afterall! Work was as usual only less to do but it took my mind off it. When I drove home and listened to my radio, I fell of my bike. Well, not really but I could have. The rumors were true.

The guys who I love the most are quitting.
De Lama's are going to quit..

♥ RUBEN THAT MORNING IN GOEDEMORGEN NEDERLAND ♥


LAST PHOTO IS A LITTLE SNEEK PEAK FROM HIS PROGRAM 'JE ZAL HET MAAR HEBBEN' ♥

♥ I LOVE YOU! <3

They're finished. WHY? HOLY MOTHER OF GOD, WHYYYY????
Okay, I know why.. AAAAAARRGHHH! IT SUCKS SOOOO BAD!!!
Why now? why? please tell me why???

♥ DE LAMA'S AFTER THEIR FANDAY IN 'DWDD' TELLING THEY'RE QUITTING ♥

♥ ♥ ♥ CUTEEE!

♥ AHHWW! JEROEN'S FACY! ♥

♥ LOOK AT RUBEN'S EYES.. SO RED & HE LOOKED AWAY A LOT... ♥

♥ FIGHTING FOR HIS TEARS! <3 ♥

♥ EVEN AFTER SUCH AN EMOTIONAL INTERVIEW THEY ALWAYS HAVE A WAY TO MAKE YOU LAUGH ♥

De Lama's quitting.
That means..
♥ my friday night is totally empty now.
♥ no more theatre shows to go to.
♥ no more Lama's as Backstreet boys.
♥ no more jumping in the river and getting on stage.
♥ no more 'Bohemain Rhapsody' immitation versions.
♥ no more getting backstage.
♥ no more Rijl.
♥ no more getting on stage in the wheelchair.
♥ no more fun.
♥ never ever playing the murder game with them.
♥ never ever again De Lama's.

♥ RUBEN NICOLAI ♥

MY SLEEPING BEAUTY!!!!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I'm falling apart,
i'm barely breathing.
With a broken heart,
that's still beating.

In the pain,
is there healing?
In your names
I find meaning...

♥ DE LAMA'S ♥

♥ JEROEN . PATRICK . RUBEN . RUBEN . TIJL ♥

♥ after 8 great seasons ..
♥ after 3 theatre seasons ..
♥ after lots of platina and golden DVD's ..
♥ after a nomination for the golden Roos in Montreux ..
♥ after 3 Hoofdprijzen for best tv program ..
♥ and after a golden Televizierring ..

♥ 14 AMAZING SHOWS OF DE LAMA'S ON TOUR ♥

♥ -DROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLS- ♥



♥ DE LAMA'S AS BACKSTREET BOYS OWE THE WORLD ♥

♥ TELEVIZIER-RING 2006 ♥

♥ DE LAMA'S NOMINATED FOR THE MOST IMPORTNANT AWARD FOR DUTCH TELEVISION ♥

♥ AND OFFCOURSE THEY WON!!!! ♥

♥ RUBEN TRIED TO STEAL THE TV RING ♥

♥ MY MEMORIES WITH THEM ♥

ON AUGUST 23rd 2007. I JUMPED IN THE LAKE AND GOT ON STAGE AND SANG 'YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE' WITH THEM. ♥

ON MARCH 20th 2008. THEY PICKED ME FOR THE WHEELCAIR SCENE AND I GOT ON STAGE AGAIN. ♥

ON AUGUST 14th 2007. WITH HORACE . JEROEN . PATRICK & RUBEN ♥      ON NOVEMBER 28th 2007. WITH RUBEN NICOLAI AND OUR PRESENTS ♥

ON MARCH 6th 2008. WITH JEROEN VAN KONINGSBRUGGE ♥                       ON MARCH 6th 2008. WITH TIJL BECKAND ♥

TUTORIAL LIST .

2008-03-04T19:27:22Z

Hello sunshines!
So since like two days or so I have photoshop. Finally. I'm so happy, 'cause now I can work with the selective coloring. So right away I searched for some great tutorials. & because my memes are such a big mess, I decided to make a tutorial list.

BACK .

2008-02-12T17:41:08Z

Hoooohai lovers!
I'm back. back. back. back. Gosh I hate it. I wanna go back. I had a blast. The weather was great. 30 degrees. I swom with dolphins and sealions. It was so great. Every night I went to the Heinekenbar. & Tino, from the dutch Idols, preformed. It was so awesome. & Tino was the sweetest. I sang a song with him. & he is so cute. Now I'm back. It's cold here. Everyone is saying; the weather is good here. No. They're wrong. In Gran Canaria the weather is good, not here. I'm wearing a thick sweater. Over there I walked in a tanktop at night. But all that's over now. I'm back.

Great thing is that tomorrow I'm going to De Lama's again. Yaaaay. In Alphen aan de Rijn<3. We're sitting at row 11, and Denise told me that that's really close! Whiiihiii! Can't wait for it. & thursdays I'm going to Nick & Simon! Yaaay, how awesome! Those 2 days are going to be great. Anyways, I stole this cute meme from duzky.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Getting a tattoo.
2. Skydiving.
3. Roadtripping through the USA.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
1. Kim.
2. Kimmy.
3. Bimbo.

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD
1. K!MMY.
2. Kimmert.
3. Lovely-Kim.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. My eyes.
2. My theeth (after 2 years being a braceface!).
3. My freckless (in the summer).

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1. My knees (too many scares).
2. My nales (they always break).
3. My nose.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. Losing someone who's very close to me.
2. Never finding the right guy.
3. That Coen, Ruben or some other fandom dies. After Heath, I'm very aware that it can happen anytime.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1. Surfing on the internet.
2. Staring at my selfmade Ruben wall in my room.
3. Listening music for at least 7 hours a day.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. My new Replay jeans.
2. My blue Champions sweather.
3. My grey elephant slippers.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/MUSICAL ARTISTS
1. Nick & Simon.
2. Air Traffic.
3. The Editors.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS
1. Everyday I work on the road - Voicst.
2. Father & friend - Alain Clark.
3. Built to last - Merlee.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. Honesty.
2. Not to serious.
3. Happiness.

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. I've been in love with a good friend once.
2. I have more guy friends than girl friends.
3. I fall in love very, very fast.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1. Good looking (let's be honest, it's the first thing you look at).
2. The golden comby, dark hear, blue eyes and a killer smile.
3. He must be tall.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES
1. Shopping.
2. Going out with friends.
3. Going on vacation.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW
1. Going back to Gran Canaria.
2. Hanging at the Heineken bar at GC.
3. Watching the two new Lama episodes.

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED
1. Working on a child nusery home.
2. Working in a hospital.
3. Working for Greenpeace or another good cost.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION
1. Gran Canaria.
2. Miami.
3. Thailand.

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE
1. Cas.
2. Lois.
3. Kristi.

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL
1. I'm a shop a holic.
2. I love beauty things, make up, masks, parfum.
3. I truely love, love guys.

ADIOS .

2008-01-29T12:17:43Z

Haaaai hunnybees!
So just a short message before I take off. For the last two weeks I've been pretty busy. But last friday I went to De Lama's again, and it was so great! Before that I was feeling that my fandom was getting less and less, but after I saw them preform again, and meeting them it's back for like a full 150%. I also have a new picture with Ruben, but it's a horrible one. He always talks to you, and normally I remember to not anwser him till the picture is taken but this time I forgot, so now it's a really hot Ruben smiling, and a not so hot me talking. So I'm not gonna share that one with you guys. Hehe.

& if we're on that subject. Yesterday De Lama tickets went on sale and I knew it was going to be crazy, but this I wouldn't expected. I set my alarm clock and was on time to buy them on the internet, but it was soooo busy. I just couldn't come through. It was so annoying! They were like 'the site is too busy' yeah that's fine, but wen I did came through it, there weren't enough tickets. So I had to buy them one on one. That means, I'm going. But we're like not sitting to eachother. After one and a half hour all tickets, for 2 shows, were solded out. After that they also put the june 5th tickets on sale, & because I was still hanging on that site I couldn't help myself and bought a ticket too. So that means I'm going 3 days in a row!

Anyways. I'm gonna pack my suitcases... Because I'm going to Gran Canaria! Hell yeah! See ya when I get back!

TUTORIAL #01 .

2008-01-19T17:57:40Z

Heya flist of me!
How ya all doing? I'm good. So the reason I updated is because aline requested a tutorial. Lucky for her, I remembered the coloring. So here we go..

the banner is from this this icon banch.

this is the base (I resized it).

01. Duplicate the base and set it to screen.

02. Add a new raster layer with: #0F4D69 and set it to Exclusion, 50%.

03. Add a color balance layer.
Midtones: -45 . 20 . 30
Shadows: -42 . -7 . 25
Highlights: -20 . -18 . -18

04. Add a Hue/Saturation/Lightness layer.
Saturation: 30.

05. If needed, sharpen.
06. Add textures, brushes, text, whatever you like.

07. I added this texture. I set it to multiply.

08. I also added this texture. I set it to screen.

09. Merge all.
10. I added this brush.

11. I added a 'friends only' text. Font: verdana.

12. You're done.

MEME .

2008-01-15T20:28:43Z

Hello again!
I stole this from cruzh. & I thought it was a pretty fun thing to do. You have to try and watch 100 movies and 500 tv show episodes this year. So that's what I'm gonna do. At least i'm gonna try. LOL.

01/10 » Utterly devastating .
02/10 » Bad .
03/10 » Disappointing .
04/10 » Half-hearted .
05/10 » Average .
06/10 » Okay .
07/10 » Good .
08/10 » Awesome .
09/10 » Brilliant .
10/10 » Excellent .

100 MOVIES IN 2008 .
001. The prince and me. 02/01/2008. 07/10.
002. Stuck on you. 06/01/2008. 09/10.
003. Cruel Intentions. 28/02/2008. 08/10.
004. The hot chick. 08/03/2008. 08/10.
005. 27 Dresses. 07/04/2008. 09/10.
006. The hot chick. 11/04/2008. 09/10.
007. Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants 09/10.
008. Mamma Mia. 19/07/2008. 2/10.
009. 88 Minutes 25/07/2008. 6/10.

500 TV SHOW EPISODES IN 2008 .
001. Nick & Simon - episode #106. 01/01/2008. 07/10.
002. De nieuwste show - episode #158. 02/01/2008. 06/10.
003. Wie is de mol? - episode #801. 03/01/2008. 10/10.
004. Katja vs de rest - episode #306. 04/01/2008. 08/10.
005. Wie is de mol? - episode #801. 04/01/2008. 10/10.
006. Over mijn lijk - episode #201. 07/01/2008. 09/10.
007. Over mijn lijk - episode #101. 08/01/2008. 07/10.
008. Over mijn lijk - episode #102. 09/01/2008. 07/10.
009. Over mijn lijk - episode #103. 09/01/2008. 08/10.
010. Gossip Girl - episode #112. 09/01/2008. 08/10.
011. Wie is de mol? - episode #802. 10/01/2008. 10/10.
012. Wie is de mol? - episode #802. 11/01/2008. 10/10.
013. One Tree Hill - episode #501. 12/01/2008. 09/10.
014. One Tree Hill - episode #502. 13/01/2008. 09/10.
015. Gossip Girl - episode #113. 13/01/2008. 09/10.
016. Katja vs de rest. episode #307. 14/01/2008. 08/10.
017. Over mijn lijk - episode #104. 14/01/2008. 07/10.
018. Over mijn lijk - episode #105. 14/01/2008. 07/10.
019. Nick & Simon - episode #107. 14/01/2008. 09/10.
020. Nick & Simon - episode #108. 15/01/2008. 09/10.
021. Grey's Anatomy - episode #411. 16/01/2008. 09/10.
022. One Tree Hill - episode #503. 16/01/2008. 07/10.
023. Wie is de mol? - episode #803. 17/01/2008. 10/10.
024. Prison Break - episode #309. 17/01/2008. 08/10.
025. Katja vs Bridget - episode #101. 18/01/2008. 7/10.
026. Katja vs Bridget - episode #102. 18/01/2008. 7/10.
027. Wie is de mol? - episode #803. 19/01/2008. 10/10.
028. Katja vs Bridget - episode #103. 19/01/2008. 8/10.
029. Katja vs Bridget - episode #104. 21/01/2008. 7/10.
030. Katja vs Bridget - episode #105. 21/01/2008. 7/10.
031. Katja vs Bridget - episode #106. 21/01/2008. 8/10.
032. Over mijn lijk - episode #106. 21/01/2008. 8/10.
033. Over mijn lijk - episode #107. 22/02/2008. 9/10.
034. Get smarter in a week - episode #101. 22/01/2008. 6/10.
035. Baby te huur - episode #101. 22/01/2008. 8/10.
036. Get smarter in a week - episode #102. 22/01/2008. 9/10.
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039. Get smarter in a week - episode #105. 22/01/2008. 9/10.
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041. De nationale IQ test - episode #08. 23/01/2008. 9/10.
042. One Tree Hill - episode #504. 26/01/2008. 8/10.
043. Prison Break - episode #310. 26/01/2008. 7/10.
044. The next Uri Gellar - episode #101. 26/01/2008. 10/10.
045. Get smarter in a week - episode #107. 26/01/2008. 5/10.
046. Over mijn lijk - episode #202. 26/01/2008. 7/10.
047. Over mijn lijk - episode #203. 26/01/2008. 7/10.
048. De Lama's - episode #709. 27/01/2008. 10/10.
049. De Lama's - episode #801. 11/02/2008. 10/10.
050. De Lama's - episode #802. 11/02/2008. 10/10.
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054. Baby te huur - episode #104. 12/02/2008. 9/10.
055. Wie is de Mol? - episode #805. 12/02/2008. 8/10.
056. Wie is de Mol? - episode #806. 13/02/2008. 8/10.
057. Lost - episode #401. 13/02/2008. 9/10.
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059. Over mijn lijk - episode #204. 13/02/2008. 7/10.
060. De Lama's - episode #803. 15/02/2008. 9/10.
061. Lost - episode #402. 15/02/2008. 8/10.
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064. One Tree Hill - episode #507. 15/02/2008. 7/10.
065. Over mijn lijk - episode #205. 15/02/2008. 8/10.
066. De Lama's - episode #803. 15/02/2008. 10/10.
067. Lingo - episode #101. 16/02/2008. 9/10.
068. De Lama's - episode #803. 16/02/2008. 10/10.
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070. Over mijn lijk - episode #206. 13/02/2008. 8/10.
071. De Lama's - episode #803. 17/02/2008. 10/10.
072. Baby te huur - episode #104. 17/02/2008. 8/10.
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086. Wie is de Mol? - episode #702. 21/02/2008. 10/10.
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118. Ugly Betty - episode #115. 02/03/2008. 9/10.
119. Ugly Betty - episode #116. 03/03/2008. 8/10.
120. Say no to the knife - episode #102. 03/03/2008. 8/10.
121. Baby te huur - episode #106. 04/03/2008. 9/10.
122. Ugly Betty - episode #117. 04/03/2008. 9/10.
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128. De Lama's - episode #806. 07/03/2008. 10/10.
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130. Ik hou van Holland - episode #101. 08/03/2008. 10/10.
131. Wie is de Mol? - episode #809. 08/03/2008. 10/10.
132. De Lama's - episode #806. 09/03/2008. 10/10.
133. Baby te huur - episode #107. 09/03/2008. 8/10.
134. Say no to the knife - episode #103. 09/03/2008. 8/10.
135. Ugly Betty - episode #123. 10/03/2008. 9/10.
136. Ik hou van Holland - episode #101. 11/03/2008. 9/10.
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138. Ugly Betty - episode #201. 12/03/2008. 7/10.
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140. Ugly Betty - episode #203. 12/03/2008. 7/10.
141. De Lama's - episode #807. 14/03/2008. 10/10.
142. Ik hou van Holland - episode #102. 15/03/2008. 9/10.
143. De Lama's - episode #807. 16/03/2008. 10/10.
144. Ugly Betty - episode #204. 16/03/2008. 9/10.
145. Ugly Betty - episode #205. 16/03/2008. 9/10.
146. Crazy 88 - episode #102. 18/03/2008. 9/10.
147. De Lama's - episode #808. 21/03/2008. 10/10.
148. Ik hou van Holland - episode #103. 22/03/2008. 9/10.
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150. Crazy 88 - episode #103. 25/03/2008. 9/10.
151. De Lama's - episode #809. 29/03/2008. 10/10.
152. Ik hou van Holland - episode #104. 29/03/2008. 9/10.
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155. Ik hou van Holland - episode #105. 05/04/2008. 9/10.
156. De Lama's - episode #810. 06/03/2008. 10/10.
157. Ik hou van Holland - episode #106. 12/04/2008. 10/10.

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2008-01-15T20:19:44Z

Goeiemoggel f-list!
I bring you an icon update. Well, can you even call it that? just 50 icons. & if you aren't dutch, you don't even know them. Sorry for that..

» Coen Swijnenberg [001 - 013]
» De Coen & Sander show [014 - 018]
» De Lama's [019]
» Matt Damon [020 - 032]
» Serious Request [033 - 047]
» Volendammers [048 - 054]
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2007-12-25T15:51:41Z

Haai honingbijtjes!
Another icon update from me. Like I said. The other half from the icons I made a while ago. I think this is the better half, 'cause the last bunch really sucked. Again sorry for that. A week passed since the last update, and I've so much to tell you. Sunday was a sucky day. I was ready to go to Den Haag, but when I wanted to buy my ticket that stupid machine ate my card. So I have no pinpas anymore! Grrrr. So that meant, no Den Haag.

But I went yesterday. & seriously. AHHHHHHH! I still can't believe it. So I went to Den Haag to support the 3 DJ's in the Glass house. Like every year 3FM, a dutch radiostation, organized 'Serious Request'. That means 3 DJ's, they are locked up in a glass house, doing nothing but making radio for 6 long days, without any food. Yeah, no food. Nothing. & why the hell would they do that to theirselfs? for charity. Such an amazing thing to do. This week I only listend to 3FM and I requested a song for 50 euros! & I sponsered Coen! I wanted to give them another 50 euros yesterday but it was soo crowded so I couldn't get to the mailbox. Yesterday was the grande finale, they would get out of the house and they would get a check what they raised those 6 days. Over 5.2 million euro!!! for the red cross!

But the best thing about that evening... I got a picture with Coen! Yeah!!! He's also a DJ from 3FM and he's soooo cute and adorable and so funny! I love him. So we were standing there and suddenly he walked by. I almost got a heart attack. And I walked after him, I called Marieke and he stood still and watched the stage and I stood ten meters across him. I was making pictures from him, I was on the phone and I stared at him. Then he noticed me, and gestured to me. I was shocked and walked towards him. We talked a little and I asked for a photo! He was sooo sweet and I asked him how his roadtrip has been for Serious Request and he told me that it had been great but that he's so tired now, but he's happy with the money he raised. then we talked about his blog and I told him I read it and that I was Kim. He was suprized, Kimmy? he asked. That was my nickname. He also said that I replyed on everything he post and he thought that was great! That was sooo sweet, he reconized my comments!!! <3 I love him. It's official.

» De Lama's [001 - 004]
» Gossip Girl [005 - 036]
» Katja vs. Ruben [037 - 073]
» Mad about the boys [074 - 100]
» Ruben Nicolai [101 - 115]
» Sophia Bush [116]
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» The Hitcher [133 - 146]

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2007-12-14T20:21:47Z

Goeiemoggel my hunnybees!
How are ya all doing? Sorry for not updating lately. It's been almost three long weeks & a lot has happened. First off all, I worked a lot. And it's been crazy with Sinterklaas and Christmas. But at the other hand it's really fun & great & I like it. Then last week I went to see Ruben again! He was the host of this theatre thing and me and Nastassja went to see it. We didn't have any tickets and it was all sold out, but there's always a chance that people don't get pick up their tickets on time and they sell them again. So with that thought we went to Amsterdam. There were no tickets, and the waiting list was all full! That sucked. But thank god for those 2 people who had both one extra ticket! I seriously wanted to hug them! Anyways, he had an surprize, he'd brought Tijl with him! Hurray! Anyways he was great as always and we all had to write a poem for this thingy. When Tijl read ours outloud, Ruben told us that we seriously needed to take our meds! That was so hilarious. We had the best time!

You know what's weird? I used to hate Dutch songs. Really hated. Now, I'm a big fan of it. Guus Meeuwis, Jan Smit, Jeroen van der Boom, Nick & Simon. I all love it. Speaking of Nick & Simon. I'm going see them, january 19th! Yeah, for like days now I only listen to their music and so I went to check their tour, and I was that they were going to play in Lisse. A day later I ordered tickets. I'm so excited, they're sooo good and I seriously hope Kees Tol is there! Haha. Another thing I ordered: Lama tickets. That came as a surprize huh? Well for 2 seasons I wanted to attent a prerecording from their show. But that's in Arnhem and it's an 2 hour train trip. & they shoot at night so I don't have any trains back. & you had to get your tickets all the way in Arnhem and they're kinda populair so you really should get there at 9 in the morning or something. So that meant that I had to take a train around 7 to be there in time. & offcourse this season I would do it. But BNN, the airing-channel, thought it was fun to take over the ticket sale. & because BNN is an public broadcasting, they need members. So they did this crazy thing to give all the tickets to new members. So you'll get Lama tickets if you were going to be a BNN member. Great for those who weren't. But me, I was already a BNN member. So that meant, no tickets. Thank god my mother agreed, well not really but I just made her, to get a membership. If everything goes well I'm going to the last prerecording that season!

Anyways, I have icons. They suck. I'm gonna warn you. I had a lot more but I didn't feel like uploading anymore. So next time you can expect some The Hitcher, Sophia Bush, Gossip Girl, a lot Lama's and even more Ruben icons from Katja vs. Ruben! That was sooo cute btw! Too bad he loose, but he's my number #1, no matter what! <3 Anyways, enjoy them.

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17	18	19	20

21	22	23	24

25	26	27	28

29	30	31	32

33	34	35	36

37	38	39	40

41	42	43	44

45	46	47	48

49	50	51	52

53	54	55	56

57	58	59	60

61	62	63	64

65	66	67	68

69	70	71	72

73	74	75	76

77	78	79	80

1	2	3	4

5	6	7	8

9	10	11	12

13	14	15	16

17	18	19	20

21	22	23	24

25	26	27	28

29	30	31	32

33	34	35	36

37	38	39	40

41	42	43	44

45	46	47	48

49	50	51	52

53	54	55	56

57	58	59	60

1	2	3	4

5	6	7	8

9	10	11	12

13	14	15	16

17	18	19	20

21	22	23	24

25	26	27	28

29	30	31	32

33	34	35	36

37	38	39	40

41	42	43	44

45	46	47	48

49	50	51	52

53	54	55	56

57	58	59	60

61	62	63	64

65	66	67	68

69	70	71	72

73	74	75	76

77	78	79	80

81	82	83	84

85	86	87	88

89	90	91	92

93	94	95	96

97	98	99	100

101	102	103	104

105	106	107	108

109	110	111	112

113	114	115	116

117	118	119	120

121	122	123	124

125	126	127	128

129	130	131	132

133	134	135	136

137	138	139	140

141	142	143	144

145	146	147	148

1	2	3	4

5	6	7	8

9	10	11	12

13	14	15	16

17	18	19	20

21	22	23	24

25	26	27	28

29	30	31	32

33	34	35	36

37	38	39	40

41	42	43	44

45	46	47	48

49	50	51	52

53	54	55	56