13 February 2009 @ 11:24 pm
Good evening lovers!
So I'm really trying my best to keep my LJ updated, witch isn't very easy haha. Soo today was been one of the most horrible days since months, I don't know what went wrong. I was depressed all day. & I work at a daycare center for children and they were so hard to handle. I just couldn't handle it anymore.. My colleague told me that I had to slow down a little bit. I work 5 days a week, from 8 till 6. & she thinks I'm just tired and that I need to look out for myself. Maybe she's right, I am pretty tired and maybe it's just too much. Working 10 hours a day with not even a small lunchbreak..
So that makes me more exited about Paris, only 2 more weeks.. A few days with no worries from work. A few days with my best friend doing nothing than shopping and making fun, relaxing and chilling. In about three weeks I have a reunion with some old school friends at first I didn't feel like it, I changed and I'm pretty sure they've changed.. So why did I decided to go? I don't know. I think I'm curious about what they've become and we were really close friends for four years. Anyways, you're gonna hear about that more, for sure. So over the past few months I've been collecting meme's but I never really feel like posting them.
( YOU KILLED IT . YOU TOTALLY MURDERED IT . )
Mood: 
thirsty
Music: Akon - Right now
08 February 2009 @ 08:12 pm
Good evening lovers!
It's been way too long since I posted here. Sorry for that, I've been pretty busy with doing.. Nothing really. So what's new in my life..Oh! I've been to the pilot from Ruben's new program with Tijl and other Ruben and.. It sucked! Seriously. They play this characters and normally it's pretty funny but they sucked, they didn't change their voices and it was like you watched Tijl with a weird outit on, instead of that character that they're suppose to play. In about 2 weeks I'm gonna see it in the theaters and I hope they have gotton better. Otherwise i'm stuck with all those tickets, haha.
Another thing... I'm going to Paris in 3 weeks!! Hurraaay. I'm totally in love with that since I've been there, and now Larissa and I are going! Can't wait for that! We're staying in the Cristal Hotel close to the Louvre, yeah Ruben stayed there too. I'm crazy obsessed I know! Only 19 days left.. Whooehoe! That week after that I'm going to Arnhem, gosh I love that city. Ruben and the guys are playing there and it's a saturay so I'm pretty sure they're going out and we just have to be there too! I'm so in love with Paris, Arnhem and Ruben.. Gosh!
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» De Ruben tapes [37 - 57]
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» Paris [63 - 66]
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Teasers
( YOU'RE OUT OF TUNE . OUT OF TIME . AND YOU'RE OUT OF HERE . )
Mood: 
flirty
Music: Ruben Nicolai- Pianoman
24 December 2008 @ 11:52 pm
Heeeee babes!
I have an icon update, just a small one 'cause after my breakdown I don't feel like making anything.. So how am I doing? I think I can say pretty good.. I felt miserable for several weeks, but now I'm doing pretty well. Maybe it's because I'm gonna see Ruben in less than 3 weeks.. After my last Lama's weekend I thought I wouldn't see him for 3 whole months, but he's gonna film a new program with the guys in three weeks & I can't wait for that!
This weekend I'm going to Amsterdam with Larissa, really looking forward too it! Especially since the hotel is in Rubens street, hahaha. Didn't do that on purpose btw. What's new? My hair. Yeah I painted it.. I actually always do.. Blonde in the summer and a little darker in the winter. So I went for darker, and it was supose to be chocolate brown and that biatch made it really dark. It's almost black now! Still can't look at it.. Even though my friends and family thinks it looks good on me.. I'm not happy about it! Anyways, the icons..
» Gossip Girl [01 -09]
» Josh Hartnett [10]
» Ruben Nicolai [11 - 13]
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» The O.C. [19 - 23]
» Veronica Mars [24 - 26]
Teasers
( WAAR IS MIJN FOCKIN TAXI ? NOU DAN KOMT HET HOTEL MAAR HIERNAAR TOE . )
Mood: 
giggly
Music: De Lama's - Lekker gewoon
06 December 2008 @ 05:18 pm
Heeey everybody!
April 4th, a dark day for me.. November 30th, an even darker day. Last week I was in Breda for the last few shows from De Lama's.. It was great and it was sad. I still remember the day they told us they were gonna quit.. & I was sad, but also thought about the shows that were comming.. And now, that's all over. Sunday november 30th.. The day that Ruben Nicolai cried when he came on stage, and so did I. The day that ever game they played was the last one. The day that Tijl Beckand ran naked on stage. The day that You'll never walk alone truely meant something. The day that Tijl sang a song for the other guys and even though he has a horrible voice, he made them and me cry.
'I have the feeling like I just burried someone. Someone who have lived a very, very happy life, but suddenly past away. We're gonna start something new now, but if that doesn't work out we will always have De Lama's. Who knows we might come back..'
( MIJN GAPPIE RUBEN NICOLAI . MET HEM IS HET ZEKER NEVER NOOIT NIET SAAI . )
Mood: 
sad
Music: De Lama's - Lekker gewoon
